This feeling....

A sense of longing...

Not for a person, but for a dream. A dream that you know might be out of your reach, but still you dream.

You know in movies, when the hero stands on the hill, with the sun going down behind him and the wind blowing his hair in a really gallant way? I want that. I want that moment. In a way, I feel as though that moment for me has been and gone. Like I missed it, you know? Maybe I need to go and find a way to make that moment happen.

Maybe it's a fantasy that I made up after watching too many movies or reading too many books, but I still want it. I don't know why I'm so depressed over it, but I am.

Hell, maybe I just need a girlfriend.