Well, it was about 105 degrees here today, and my brain was starting to go all loopy from working the heat.

I started to think about a lot of stuff. I can't remember most of it, but I do remember one fun thing.

I've always wanted to walk into an abortion clinic and yell: Murders! and then run.
Or tell dead baby jokes.

I've decided to scrap that story for now.

Sorry folks.

I spend a lot of my time driving nowadays since my new job is about 30 minutes from my house and when I get off from that job I have to drive to another job. But that's not what I wanna talk about.

As I drive, I think about a lot of things. Lately though, I've only been able to think about one thing: time. My big question is, Where the Hell did it all go?

I mean, I can remember coming into high school just like it was yesterday and I can remember everything I did in those 4 years. It seems like a long time, but, here we are. Maybe my memory isn't what it used to be, but it seems like all of that went by really fast. Hell, this summer is almost over already and I have to go back to my 2ND year of college. SECOND. Jesus, where did it all go?

And then I think, what if the rest of my life goes by this fast? What if 90 or so years just flies by and then I'm gone?

It's really gotten me to start thinking about doing something truly awesome with my life so I can be remembered in the short lives of other people.

Oh well, that's one mindfuck gone.

How the hell are you gonna be depressed as a teenager? I don't care what's happened to you, you just need to grin and bear it. As a teenager, your life has no where to go but down. I mean, someday you're gonna have to start going to work, paying your own bills, and basically going from one day to the next in some sad drudgery.

So smile teenagers, it's gonna start sucking for real soon enough.